anni konjam poruththukkanga

yen peyar sukanthi . vayathu 29 . oru thaniyaar kampeniyil

melaalaraaga ullen. naan thangal thamizh dartti storees vepsaittil

ulla kathaikalai virumbi padippen. . yen kanavar oru vankiyil velai

paarkkinraar. naangal oru apaartment daip kudiyiruppil vasiththu

varukinrom. keezhe naanku veedukal mele naanku veedukal. naangal mel

pakuthiyil ullom. pakalil naan velaikku poividuvathaal iravilthaan

thunikalai thuvaiththu yengal veettin munpuram kaayapoduvadhu

pazhakkam. marunaal kaalaiyil yeduththu madiththu vaippen. . athupola

oru naal kaalai thunikalai yedukka senrapozhuthu, yennudaiya piraa,

ulpaavaadai aakiyavai kasakkappattu, idam maari irundhana. onrum

puriyaamal avatrai yeduththapozhuthu ulpaavaadaiyil irundhu pisu pisu

yena valuvaluppaaga yetho oru thiravam yen kaiyil pattadhu. naan yen

ulpaavaadaiyai viriththu athai nanraaga urru paarththen. yedho oru

thiravamum, athil sila mudikalum sithari irundhana. muthalil onrum

puriyavillai. pin athai mukarndhu paarththathil vindhu vaasam

adiththadhu. aahaa, yaaro oruvan yenathu ullaadaikalai yeduththu

vishamam seithirukkindraan yena purinthathu. aanaal yaar yenru

theriyavillai. kaaranam arukil kudiyiruppor anaivarum mikavum

mariyaathaiyaana kudumpaththai sernthavarkal. yenave iravil

olinthirundhu ithai kandupidippadhu yena mudivu seithen. aduththa

irandu naatkalil andha kayavan sikkinaan. avan veru yaarum illai.

yenathu kanavarin thampithaan avan. avan inku oru thervukkukkaaga

katandha sila naatkalaaga thangiyullaan. avanukku vayathu 21 irukkum.

paarpatharku smaartaaga azhakaaga iruppaan. sirandha kirikkat veeran.

yennidam mikavum mariyaathaiyaaka pesuvaan. yen kanavar avan meethu

uyiraiye vaiththirundhaar. avanum yennai anni, anni yena vaai niraiya

kooppiduvaan, piriyamaaga pazhakuvaan. naan nanraaga padiththaval

yenpathaal , paadaththil yendha santhekam yenraalum yennidam vandhu

ketatu therinthukolvaan. yennai nimirndhu koota paarkka maattaan.

avana ippadi yen aadaikalai asingam seikindraan yena namba

mudiyavillai. avan yeppozhuthum haalilthaan thoonkuvaan. anru iravu

nadu nisiyil padukkaiyai vittu yezhundhu poonai pola saththamindri

kathavai neekki veliye senraan. sutrum murrum paarththuvittu , yaarum

illai yena therinthathum, kodiyil kaaindhu kondirukkum yenathu piraa

matrum ulpaavaadaiyai yeduththu kondu meendum haalukku vandhaan. naan

oru sopaavin pinpakkam marainthukondu , nadappathai yenathu selpon

kemaraavil padam pidikka aarampiththen. pin anku tharaiyil kidandha

avan padukkai meththaiyil paduththukondaan. pin yenathu piraavai

mukarndhu paarkkindraan. piraavai yeduththu than mukam muzhuvathum

theiththu kolkindraan. oru periya thalaiyanaikku yenathu piraavai

maatti azhaku paarththaan. pin maraiththu vaiththa irandu aanuraikalai

yeduththu oothipaloon pola seidhu avatrai yen praavukkul thuniththaan.

ippozhuthu paarppatharku unmaiyaana paruththa mulaikal konda piraa pol

athu kaatchi aliththadhu. pin innoru thalaiyanaiyai yeduththu atharkku

yenathu ulpaavaadaiyai aniviththaan. pin irandu thalaiyanaikalaiyum

varisaiyaaga oru pen pola padukka vaiththaan. yenakke iravil

thiteerena paarpatharku araikurai nirvaanaththil oru pen paduththu

iruppadhu pol thonriyadhu. than thunikalai kalaindhu vittu jattikkul

irundhu avanudaiya uruppai yeduththu yenathu piraavai paarththavaare ,

uruppai uruvi uruvi perithaakinaan. paampu pola viraiththu neendu

aadiya avanudaiya uruppai paarththathum yenakku intha

soozhnilaiyilayum kirrena udal silirththu vittadhu. ammaadiyov,

iththunoondu paiyanukku, iththaam perisu uruppaa. ithuvarai yenathu

kanavarudaiyathuthaan perusu yena ninaiththu irunthen. aanaal

ivanutayathai paarththaal athaivida piramaandamaaga allavaa ulladhu.

yen kozhunthan appadiye thalaiyanai mel kavizhndhu paduththu kondaan.

anni, anni yena yen peyarai koorikkondu thalaiyanaiyil kummena irundha

yenathu piraavai mulaikalai kasakkuvadhu pol kasakki yeduththaan.

thanathu mukaththai yen piraa meethu vaiththu aasai theera theiththu

kondaan. than naakkaal yen piraavai nakkinaan, sappinaan. ithai

paarththa yenakku avan neradiyaaga yenathu maarpakaththai sappuvathu

pol veriyeriyadhu. . pin piraavudan serndhu thalaiyanaikalai

kattipidiththu kondu , than thadiyai yeduththu yen ulpaavaadai mel

vaiththu theiththavaaru, anni, anni, naan ippozhuthu ungalai okkiren,

okkiren yena kooriyapadi than iduppai vega vekamaaga asaikka

aarampiththaan. arai iruttil athai paarkkumpozhudhu avan vellai piraa,

ulpaavaadaiyudan yaaro oru pennai avan anupavippadhu pola yenakku

thonriyadhu. unmaiyil yenakku ithu oru laiv sho paarppadhu pola

thonriyadhu. yenathu adippakkam pisu pisu yena oori yennai

tharmasankadam paduththiyadhu. sirithu neraththil avan mmmmaa, mmaa

mmmaa, yena kooriyapadi thalaiyanaikalai idiththu thekka, avan

thadiyil irundhu vindhu seeri vandhu yenathu ulpaavaadai mel

sinthiyathu. avan appadiye thalaiinanai mel sirithu neram kavizhndhu

paduththu kondaan. pin sirithu neram kazhiththu yezhundhu sendru

marupadiyum kodiyil ullaadaikalai munpu irunthapadiye viriththu kaaya

pottuvittu vandhu paduththu kolkindraan. yenakku ata paavi yena

yenakku kadumaiyaana kopam vanthathu. udane poi avanai irandu arai

vittu veliyil adiththu thuraththa vendum yena irunthen. aanaalum

nalliravu neram ithai pirachnai seidhu, athu pakkaththukku

veedukalukku therindhaal athu yenakkuthaan padu asingam yena

ninaiththu , marunaal yen selpon kaamiraa rikkaardingai yenathu

kanavarukku kaanpiththu avanai thandikka vendum yena ninaiththu mudivu

seidhu thoonga ponen. { muzhuthum avan yennai anupavippadhu polave

kanavu veru vandhu thookkaththai keduththathu. marunaal kaalai

kozhunthan onrum nadakkaathathu pol yennai nimirndhu paarkkaamal

kuliththu, saappittuvittu thervukku poivittaan. maalai veedu

thirumbiya yen kanavaridam andha rikkaardinga kaanpiththen. avar

muzhumaiyaaga athai paarththuvittu, sinna paiiyan , yedho

unarchchivasappattu thappu seithuvittaan, ithai perusu paduththaathe

yena kooriyathum yenakku kopam kopamaaga vanthathu. yenna solreenga

neenga, avan ippadi yen ullaadaikalai asinkapadithiyirukkindraan. ithu

yennaiye asinkapaduththuvadhu pola, ithai neenga sarva saatharanamaana

vishayam pola koorukinreerkale yena saptham potten. atharkku yennavar

"inka paar , avan mukkiyamaana thervukku padiththukondu irukkindraan,

intha samayaththil avanai itharkaaga thittinaal, avan padippu

kettuvidum. avan vaazhkkai veenaakividum. ithai iththudan vittu vidu.

appuram ungalai pondra penkal yellaam yetharku ungal piraakkalai

aduththavar kanpada veliyil kaayapodukinreerkal ? yenakku koota

pakkaththukku veettu pennin piraavai paarththaal thirumanamaana

yenakke oru maathiri ulladhu. thirumanam aakaatha yen thambi yeppadi

unarsikalai adakkuvaan. thappu ungalidam ulladhu. muthalil piraakalai

maraiththu kaayapodungal." yena kooriyathum yenakku kopam yellai

meeri, "ata see, neenkale ippadinaa, appuram unka thambi yeppadi

iruppaan. vittaal avan aasai theera , yennai avanukku kootti

koduppeerkal pol irukku " yena vaarththaikalai yellai meeri

pesivitten. "kandeeppaaga, athil onrum thavaru illai. yen thambi un

meethu aasaipattaal, nee avanukku padukkai viriththuthaan aakavendum"

yena avar koora, "inke paarunga naan onrum andha alavukku kedukettaval

illai, mariyaathaiyaana kudumpaththai serndha kudumba pen " yena

seerinen. udane avar "appadiyaa , vepsaittil sekspilim paarkinraai,

aduththavan sunniyai paarththu rasikkinraai. kaaril pokumpozhudhu,

rottoraththil yaaravathu aankal yoorin poi konduirundhaal, avarkal

thadiyai yen munpaakave rasiththu kament adikkinraai. yennudan iravu

padukkum pozhuthu aduththavanai ninaiththu paduppadhaaga yennidame nee

kooriyirukkinraai, nee ozhukkaththai patri pesaathe " yena yen kanavar

thaakkiyathum yenakku pakeer yena aakivittathu. avar kooriyathellaam

unmaithaan. aanaal appadi yennai seiya solli ookkapaduththi

rasiththathe avardhaan. " nammidam yethilum olivu maraivu irukka

koodaadhu , naan parandha manappaanmai kondavan, vaazhkkai

anupavippatharke, seks visayaththil nee yenna seithaalum, pesinaalum

yenakku santhosamthaan, thappaaga ninaikka maatten", yena avar

kooriyadhai kettu , inba mayakkaththil avar kooriyapadi aadiyatharku

ippozhuthu yennai thiruppi thaakkukinraar. thampiyai vittu kodukkaamal

pesum ivarai onrum thiruththa mudiyaadhu yena naan onrum pesaamal ulle

poivitten. athan pin marupadiyum yenathu aadaikal asingam aavathu

thodarndhadhu. ini ivaridam pukaar koori payan illai , naame

neradiyaaga avanai undu illai yena thandikkavendiyathuthaan yena

ninaiththu sariyaana samayam varattum yena ninaiththu irunthen.

aduththa vaarame yennavar aluvalaga visayamaaga veliye povadhaaga

koori veliyur sendru vittaar. anru nalliravum kozhunthan yen

ullaadaikalai yeduththu kondu ulle vara, naan avanai kaiyum

kalavumaaga pidiththu vitten. "yendaa, naaye, yetharku unakku intha

eena puththi, pakalil yennai nimirndhu koota paarkkaamal nadiththu

kondu, iravil yen ullaadaikalai ippadi naasam seikinraaye " yena

kooriyavaare, avanai pidiththu adi adi yena adiththu thuvaiththu

vitten. avvalavu thooram naan adiththum konjamum yethirththu

adikkaamal, thadukkaamal, aththanai adikalaiyum vaankikondaan. kai

valikka adiththu mudiththu oindhu naan padukkaikku sendru

paduththuvitten. marunaal kaalai yezhunthathum kuliththu mudiththu

vandhu neraaga yen kaalil vizhundhu "anni, kanta kathaikalaiyum

padiththu, yenakku puththi kettuvittadhu, ini appadi seiya maatten,"

yena mannippu kettaan. avanai paarkka yenakke paavamaaga irundhadhu.

sari, sari, nadanthathai marandhu vidu, unnai appadi adiththarku

yennai manniththuvidu yena naanum avanidam mannippu ketten. avan

santhosamaaga thervu yezhutha poivittaan. pin maalai velai mudindhu ,

naan veedu thirumpiyathum, unavukalai samaiththu vaiththuvittu,

thamizh dartti chtoreesil seks kathaikalai padiththu meinthukondu

irunthen. seks kathaikalai padikka padikka, seks veediyokkalai

paarkka, paarkka yenakku veri yeriyadhu. irandu naalaaga yen kanavarai

pirindhu irundha yenakku kaamam thalaikkeriyadhu. yen kanavarukku pon

pottu pesinen. yen viraka thaapaththai koori, yeppozhuthu varuveenga,

yena ketka, avar oor thirumpavatharku innum moondru naalaakum yena

koorinaar. aiyo, athu varai yenakku thaankaathu, udane purappattu

vandhu yennai thirupthipaduththivittu meendum poi velaiyai paarunga

yena koorinen. "saaridi, oru nimidam koota veliyil varamudiyaadhu,

naan varum varai konjam poruththukko," yena koori ponai vaiththu

vittaar. pin sila nimidangal kazhiththu meendum ponil kooppittaar, "

kaiyil vennaiyai vaiththukondu , neikku yen alaikinraai?" yena

koorinaar. yenna solreenga, yenakku onrum puriyalai " yena naan

koorinen. un sel pon rikkardingai yeduththu paar unakke puriyum yena

koorivittu ponai kat seithuvittaar. onrum puriyaamal yosanai

seithapozhuthu, yen kozhunthan koota paduththu pasiyai

theerththukkolla solkinraar yena purinthathu. yen kozhunthan yenathu

ullaadaikalai vaiththu suya inpam anupaviththa rikkaardinga paarkka

aasai vanthathu. athai pottu paarththen. yen kozhunthan thadiyin

piramaandam, matrum avan yennai ninaiththu yen ullaadaikalai

anupaviththa vitham yennai veriyerriyadhu. avan koota inru paduththaal

yenna yenru thonriyadhu. see, ithu thavaru yena yena manasaatchi

kooriyadhu. thaali kattiya purushane, avar thambi koota padukka

solkinraar, nee yetharku thayanga vendum yena yen kaamaveri yeriya

udal peyaattam poda , neram sella sella, kozhunthan koota sukam

anupavikka vendum yenra veri uchchikku yeri vetri petradhu. . yena

kanavarai kooppittu yena mudivai koorinen. avar naandhaan appozhudhe

koorinene, ithil onrum thavarillai, nalla yenjaai pannu yena

koorivittaar. udan kuliththu mudiththu utai maatra aarampiththen.

kozhunthanukku pidiththa vellai piraa , velvet pinish konda vellai

ulpaavaadai anindhu konden. yenathu udal vanappai melum kavarchiyaaka

kaadum naittiyai anindhu konden. udal muzhuthum paadi spre adiththu

konden. thalai niraiya mallikai saram soodi konden. kannaadiyil

therindha yena udal azhakai paarkkaiyil yenakke yena udal meethu veri

yerpattadhu. kolunthanukkaaga kaaththirunthen. sariyaaga yettu

maniyalavil vandhaan. vazhakkam pola yennai nimirnthukooda paarkkaamal

kulikka poivittana. kuliththu mudiththu daining depil vara, naan

avanukku unavu parimaarinen. thalai nimiraamal amaithiyaaga

saappittaan. "halo, kozhunthanaare, konjam nimirndhu yennai paarththu

saappidunga" yena koora, avan yennai paarththaan, udan avan thiruttu

paarvai yena maarpakam pol ponathu, udan naan kavanippadhu arindhu

thalaikunindhu kondaan. "kozhunthanaare, alavaa saappidunga, niraiya

saappittaa thookkam vandhu vidum, innaikku yenakku ungalidam oru velai

ulladhu" yena koora, avan onrum puriyaamal vizhiththaan. naan avan pin

pakkam vandhu avanai appadiye kattipidiththu yena maarpakaththai avan

muthukil vaiththu azhuththi avan kannaththil muththamitten. "netru

iravu unnai adiththathukku, nee yenakku inru panisment tharavendum"

yena koorinen. "anni…" yena avan piramippudan namba mudiyaamal yennai

paarththaan. seekkiram saappittu vittu vaa yena koori vittu naan

padukkai araikku sendru paduththu konden. saappittu mudiththu

thayakkaththudan padukkaiyaraikkul vanthavavanai kai neetti

azhaiththen. "anni , yennaal ithai nampave mudiyavillai" yena

koorikkonde avan yena arukil vandhaan. (ini naan pachchai

pachsaiyaakaththaan varnippen.) pesi neraththai veenadikkaathe yena

koori avanai izhuththu yena arukil padukkaiyil kidaththinen. avanai

keezhe thalli naan avan mel yeri paduththu avan mukam,maarpu yena

anaiththu pakuthikalilum muththam koduththen. yenathu maarpakaththai

avan mukaththil vaiththu theiththen. yennai muzhu nirvaanaththil

paarkka vendum yena koorinaan. avan aasaippadi muzhu nirvaanam aanen.

muthan muraiyaaga oru pen udampai thodukindren anni yena koorikkonde

aasai theera yena udal muzhuthum nakkinaan. yenathu maarpakangalai

kasakku kasakku yena veriyudan kasakkinaan. kaama pasiyudan irundha

avan verikonda seyalkalaal yenakku narampukal muzhuthum inpam

paaindhadhu. veriyil avan udaikalai kizhiththu yerinthen. appozhuthaan

kuliththu mudiththu irundhadhaal avan thadi suththamaaga vaasanaiyudan

irundhadhu. yenave athai appadiye yena vaayil thiniththu oomba

aarampiththen. (aahaa thadi, oomputhal yena solvatharke pennaakiya

yenakku yevvalavu sukamaaga ulladhu ) yenathu kanavar thadi pol

ninaiththu, avan thadiyai oomba aarampiththathu yevvalavu periya

thavaru yenpadhu, avan thadi payankaramaaga neendu viraiththu yen vaai

kollaamal thondaikkul puga muyarchiththu, yenakku moochchu thinariya

pozhuthuthaan therinthathu. avanai yen mel izhuththu pottu avan

thadiyai pidiththu yen pundai mel vaiththu theiththen. yen pundai

meethu avan sunni pattathum, annee….. yena udal silirththu vittaan.

avan thadiyin nuni tholai vilakki vittu, avan thadiyai yen

pundaimeethu vaiththu azhuththi ulle soruga sonnen. aanaal avan thadi

miga perithu yenpathaalum, ithu avanukku muthal anupavam yenpathaalum

avan thadiyai yen udampukkul seluththa thinarinaan. naan udane, yen

kaalkalai nanraaga viriththu koduththu, "nanraaga onki kuththi kuththi

irakku, yennai mithikka, mithikka ulle poi vidum" yena koorinen . .

avanum athanpadi mella mella asaiththu aatti, kuththi kuththi yenakkul

sorukinaan, "anni, unka pundai daittaaga ulladhu, yenakku itharkku mel

soruga mudiyavillai, intha alavukku unka pundaikkul yen sunni ponathe

pothum, yenakku ithe sukamaaga ulladhu, naan ippadiye ungalai oththu

kolkindren" yena koori vekamaaga kuththa aarampiththaan. yenakkum

atharke yen pundai kizhinthuvidum pola payankaramaaga valiththathu.

sari, itharkku mel risk yedukka vendaam yena ninaiththu "sari,

kozhunthanaare, nalla idiththu ozhunga " yena koori vitten. avan mella

mella idikka aarampiththu vekam koota aarampiththaan. thiteerena

mmkkum yena oru yekku yekki iduppai thookki oru mithi mithiththu yen

avan thadiyai yen pundaikkul soruga, avan neenta thadi muzhuthum

yenathu pundai sathaikalai kizhiththukkondu soruki paaya, athan vekam

thaankaamal ammmaa yena theruvukke ketkum alavukku kaththi vitten.

'anni konjam poruththukkanga… " yena kooriyavaaru, thadiyai yen

pundaikkul soruki ,soruki yedukka, yenakku vali thaankamudiyavillai.

"plees , mella seidaa, plees, plees, " yena naan kenja, kenja , yen

kenjal avanukku veri yerri irukka vendum. yen kenjalai

porutpaduththaamal than kaikalaal yen mulaikalai irukki pidiththu

kasakkiyaavaare sathak, puththak yena asura vekaththil kuththu kuththu

yena kuththa, vazhiyai kuraikka naan yen kaalkalai iru kaikalaalum

akatti pidiththu kondu , thalaiyai thookki yen adippakkam paarkka,

avan thadi oru periya pistan pola , yenathu pundaikkul konjam ulleyum

veliyeyum sathak sathak yena poivandhu kondu irunthathai paarkkave.

ammammaa ammmaa appadi oru inpamaaga irundhadhu. avan idikkum idiyai

thaankamudiyaamal , yenathu iduppu udaindhu vidumpola irundhadhu.

yenathu udal munnum pinnum poga , kattilil thalai adiththuvidaamal

irukka, pinpakkam kattilai kaikalaal oonri pidiththukonden. appappa,

dei yennadaa ippadi yennai puratti yeduththu okkire, yennaal

thaankamudiyalaiye, yena avanai udhadukalai kavvi kadiththu

kutharinen. pathilukku yen mulaikalai kadiththu kaayapaduththinaan .

yen purushan koota yen mulaikalai kadiththu kaayapaduththiyathillai,

aanaal ivan pal yen mulai mel pala idaththil pathinthathu. ippadi avan

yennai neenta neram okka , oru kattaththil yenakkum avanukkum ore

samayaththil uchcha inpam kidaiththathu. sorkkam yenraal ithuthaan

yenum koorum alavukku naan kan soruki mayakkamaanen. mel moochchu ,

keezh moochchu vaanga avan yen mel sarindhu padukka, yenakku vittaal

pothum yena aakivittathu. appadiye satru neram iruvarum thoonga

aarampikka, naan nanraaga thoonkivitten. thiteerena avan yen mel yeri,

avan thadiyai yenathu pundaikkul soruga murpada, "plees, itharkku mel,

yenakku iduppu valikkuthu, mudiyaadhu, paththu per koota paduththathu

pola ulladhu, yennai vittuvidu, , naalai paarththukollalaam " yena

naan thappikka muyala, avan yennai vidavillai. . "yendi, anniye, naan

haalil paduththu iruppadhu koota porutpaduththaamal, yethanai naal

nalliravil, nee yen annanudan padukkaiyil purandu, munaki,

kaamavethanaiyil kaththi yenakku veriootti iruppaai. thinamum neenga

oppathai naan olinthirundhu paarththu, paarththuthaan, yenakku un

piraa, ulpaavaadaiyai anupavikkum aasai vanthathu, innaikkuthaan

yenakku unnai anupaviththarku vaaippu kidaiththulladhu , oru nimidam

koota naan vest seiya maatten, innaikku naan un pundaiyai kizhiththu

kutharaamal vidamaatten" yena ulariyapadiye meendum yen mel yeri

yennai anupavikka aarampiththu vittaan. avanai ini kattupaduththa

mudiyaadhu yena naan mudivu seidhu , naan appadiye paduththukkolla,

avan polikaalai pol yennai mithi mithi yena mithikka aarampiththu

vittaan. vidiya vidiya avan yennai mithiththa mithiyil yenakku

thodarndhu uchcha inpam vara aarampiththuvittadhu. oru kattaththil

yenakku inba vethanai thaanga mudiyaamal mayangi vitten. avan

yeppozhuthu yennai mithippathai niruththinaan yenpadhu koota yenakku

theriyavillai. mathiyam avan yenakku ottalil unavu vaangi vandhu

yezhuppum varai naan thoonki kondu irunthen. yezhundhu nadakka koota

mudiyavillai. pazhaiya nilaikku vara neenta neram aakivittathu.

ippozhuthellaam avanai paarththaale payamaaga ulladhu. irunthaalum,

avan thandha sukam marakkamudiyaamal adikkadi yen kanavar munpe naan

avanudan uravu kolkindren